OH RYAN Thank you so much for writing this. I am sad and happy that my writing resonated with you — and yes, we are all in this together AND separately, trying to put these strange puzzle pieces together without directions or a picture. I hope for some spontaneous clarity for BOTH of us, and ease in our chests, as creative-minded-listening-to-our-guts-instead-of-our-heads individuals. I WILL keep writing, and YOU keep plugging away and hopefully we both truly grab onto something important and meaningful. ❤ Much appreciation, Sarah