Now this is funny! There’s nothing to be envious about. I’m still 5 feet from my mother, wishing I could buy my family Christmas presents. I will admit, if I was one step removed from this, it would be an interesting journey to see what happens. But since I’m in the thick of it, I do feel vulnerable and uneasy about my future even still. I admit that I am overwhelmed and delighted by all of these wonderful comments, but I still feel that icky feeling in my chest of uncertainty about my future. Now what do I do???